If You Got Exactly What You Wanted Tomorrow, What Would Break?

The other morning I was sitting at Alana’s Café, listening to two regulars talk baseball.

The Dodgers were in the playoffs, and these guys were deep in it — pitchers, the bullpen, hitting, strategy, details I could barely follow anymore.

Here’s the funny thing.

There was a time I probably could have kept up.

I used to follow sports. I enjoyed it.

But somewhere along the way I made a decision and stopped paying it so much attention.

Not because there’s anything wrong with watching baseball.

Not because I decided the people who follow it are wasting their lives.

I simply realized I had other things I wanted to spend my time doing, and there are only so many hours in a day.

So I said no to something I enjoyed, to make room for yeses that mattered more.

And listening to those two guys brought back another time I had to make that same call.

Except that one involved The Simpsons and a pair of black pants.

What I Gave Up for My Black Pants

Back in 2001, I earned my second-degree black belt in Hapkido.

There were six of us testing that day, and if I say so myself, I had a pretty damn good test.

I got wonderful feedback from senior instructors, other instructors, my training partners, students, and people in the audience. I was proud of that performance.

There’s actually a photograph from that day that means a lot to me.

I’ve always been a little self-conscious about having my picture taken, especially when I was younger, so I don’t have many photographs of myself training.

But someone in the audience — a friend of another black belt — caught me mid-movement, performing a running, jumping double-leg front kick with my legs spread apart.

I think it’s one of the only photos I have of myself training from those years.

But what I remember most about earning that second degree isn’t the picture, or the compliments, or even the promotion.

It’s what I had to give up to get there.

In our school, when you earned your second degree, you started wearing black pants with the white top and black belt.

And after my test, when I went back to teaching, some of the students were asking about my performance and my new rank.

I used the moment to share something honest with them.

I told them what it cost me to earn those black pants.

I had to give up The Simpsons.

Seriously.

I love that show.

​South Park, too — I’ve always appreciated sharp, cutting social commentary, the kind of humor that makes you laugh while holding up a mirror to how ridiculous people and society can be.

And back then, I watched it regularly.

I think the reruns came on around seven in the evening. It was a small, reliable pleasure.

But after my first degree, I’d gotten a little comfortable.

I was still training, still teaching.

But I wasn’t pushing myself the way I had before that first black belt test.

Eventually I had to make a decision.

Did I want to keep spending those evenings in front of the television?

Or did I want continue my training?

Because if I really wanted to get better and not be another guy who gets his first dan then moves on.

I needed to get back on the mat, train consistently, prepare for real.

So I stopped watching The Simpsons, and I put those hours back into training.

I also started working out with a training partner. We trained together twice a week, roughly two hours a session, specifically preparing for our second-degree tests.

And we did that for almost two years.

Week after week. Month after month. Practicing techniques, working through the test, making corrections, doing it again.

Not because anybody forced me. Because I’d decided that training mattered more than watching television.

That’s the lesson I wanted the students to understand.

The black pants weren’t just something I earned.

They were a visible record of a choice I’d made over and over again about how I wanted to spend my time.

Every Yes Has a Price

Now, don’t misunderstand that story.

I’m not saying The Simpsons is bad, and I’m certainly not saying people shouldn’t enjoy television, sports, or whatever makes them happy.

Hell, I still enjoy those shows.

The lesson isn’t “stop having fun.”

It’s that everything you choose to do takes time away from something else you could be doing — and that includes the good things.

You can love television and want a black belt.

You can enjoy sports and want more time with your family.

You can want to build a successful business and still want the freedom to travel.

There’s nothing wrong with wanting any of it.

But you can’t always have it all at once, in the quantities you want.

At some point you have to choose.

And that’s where I see people get stuck.

They want the result, but they haven’t really sat down with what they’ll have to give up to get it.

They want to get in shape, but don’t want to make room for exercise.

They want to get better at their profession, but don’t want to spend time learning and practicing.

They want to become excellent martial artists, but don’t want to commit to years of consistent training.

They want a better life, but don’t want to change how they’re living now.

I get it.

Change is uncomfortable, and giving up something you enjoy isn’t easy.

But here’s the question I keep circling back to.

How badly do you actually want the thing you say you want?

Not how much you like the idea of it — what are you really willing to trade for it?

What Happens When You Get What You Want?

But there’s a second side to this, and I think it’s the more important one.

It’s not just what you give up to achieve something.

It’s what you’ll have to give up to maintain it.

Let’s say you’re building a business. You’ve been grinding to get customers, working the marketing, having the conversations.

And then, suddenly, things start working. Customers show up. The phone rings. People want your help.

Congratulations!

You got exactly what you wanted.

Now what?

• Do you have enough time to actually serve those customers?
• Can you handle the responsibility?
• Do you have the systems, skills, and support to deliver what you promised?

What happens to your evenings, your weekends, your family, your health?

What happens if the business you chased so hard becomes a thing you can never step away from?

I’m not telling you not to want a successful business.

I’m asking you to sit with something.

Getting what you want, and being prepared for the life that comes with it, are two different things.

Sometimes an opportunity doesn’t solve your problems.

It magnifies them. The habits that worked when you were starting out may not hold when you’re suddenly responsible for ten times more.

The same thing happens with promotions.

A bigger title, a bigger paycheck, more responsibility — sounds great. But what does an ordinary Tuesday look like after you take the job?

More meetings? Longer hours? More people depending on you? More problems following you home?

Maybe you’ll love it. Maybe the added responsibility is exactly what you want.

But wouldn’t it be smarter to understand that before you go chasing it?

Success Has to Fit the Life You’re Building

This is something I’ve been wrestling with myself.

I’ve got a big vision for what I’d eventually like to create — helping martial artists, helping school owners build better businesses, teaching, coaching, creating places for people to learn from each other.

I can imagine all kinds of exciting possibilities.

But I also have a life that matters to me.

I want time with my wife.

I want to travel.

I want to train jiu-jitsu.

I want to stay healthy enough to actually enjoy the things I love.

And after 35 years in construction, I don’t particularly want to create another job that eats every waking hour.

So I keep asking myself uncomfortable questions.

• What if the business got really successful tomorrow?
• What if I suddenly had more clients, more opportunities, more responsibility than I expected?
• Would I be ready?
• What would I have to give up?
• And most of all, what am I unwilling to sacrifice?

Because it’s entirely possible to build something successful that makes you miserable.

You can win the game you thought you wanted to play and discover you don’t actually like the prize.

That’s a hell of a thing to realize after you’ve already won.

Saying No to Good Things

Here’s something I’ve learned the hard way.

Saying no to something bad is easy.

Saying no to something good is the hard part.

Because there’s nothing wrong with the opportunity.

You might enjoy it. You might even be good at it. It might make you money.

But none of that means it belongs in your life right now.

Think back to those evenings I gave up The Simpsons. Watching television wasn’t hurting anyone, and I genuinely enjoyed it.

But that hour had another possible use. I could spend it being entertained, or I could spend it becoming the martial artist I wanted to be.

The moment I made that choice, my schedule started reflecting my priorities instead of my impulses.

Baseball worked the same way. I didn’t decide sports weren’t worthwhile. I decided they weren’t worth as much of my attention as other things I wanted.

That distinction gets missed a lot.

You don’t have to believe something is bad to decide it isn’t the best use of your time.

Sometimes you say no to a perfectly good thing because you’ve already said yes to something more important.

And if you never make those choices deliberately, your time just gets consumed by whatever happens to be in front of you. A show. A feed. Another opportunity, another obligation, another project.

None of them terrible on their own — but together they fill the container until there’s no room left for the life you claim you want.

You Can’t Keep Adding Without Making Room

Picture your life as a container.

You’ve got a certain amount of time, energy, attention, money, and responsibilities. And you’ve already filled a lot of it with work, family, commitments, and things you enjoy.

Now a new opportunity shows up, something exciting you’ve always wanted.

Where does it go?

If the container is already full, something has to change. You remove something, reduce something, get help, build a better system — or decide not to take the new thing on at all.

Otherwise you end up trying to cram everything into the same limited space, and eventually something gives. Your health. Your relationships. The quality of your work. Your ability to enjoy the very success you worked so hard to reach.

That’s why I think the question isn’t simply “how can I get more?”

It’s two questions at once: what am I willing to make room for, and what am I determined to protect?

⚔ The Dojo Drill: What Would Break?

Here’s something to try this weekend.

Think about one thing you really want — a promotion, a business, a new level of responsibility, a black belt, a major accomplishment.

Something you’ve been working toward.

Now imagine you wake up tomorrow and it’s done. Exactly what you wanted. It’s yours.

Then work through four questions.

Step 1: What would change?

Don’t just picture the moment of success. Picture an ordinary Tuesday six months later. What does your schedule look like? What new responsibilities do you have? What do people expect of you? What are you doing that you weren’t doing before?

Be specific. The celebration lasts a day. The responsibilities can last years.

Step 2: What would it cost?

What would maintaining this success actually require? More time, more energy, more money, new skills, less freedom? Would you have to give up something you enjoy, or stop doing something you do now?

I’m not asking whether the goal is worth chasing. I’m asking whether you’ve honestly priced it.

Step 3: What are you unwilling to sacrifice?

This may be the most important question. Which parts of your life do you want to protect? Your marriage, your health, time with your kids, your training, your freedom, your peace of mind?

Only you can answer that. But if you don’t, the opportunities and other people’s expectations will answer it for you.

Step 4: What do you need to change now?

If getting exactly what you wanted tomorrow would overwhelm your life, what has to happen first? Free up time? Learn a skill? Build a system? Get help? Learn to delegate? Stop doing something that no longer deserves your attention?

Think about my second-degree test. I didn’t need another motivational speech about how good it would feel to wear black pants. I needed to get off the couch, turn off The Simpsons, get on the mat, and put in the work with my training partner.

The goal became real the moment I made room for the actions it required.

Your situation will be different, but the question is the same. What needs to come out of your life to make room for what you say you want?

Make One Deliberate Trade-Off

Here’s the assignment.

Don’t spend the weekend building a giant spreadsheet about your whole life.

Pick one goal. Write down what achieving it — and maintaining it — would require. Identify the one thing you refuse to sacrifice. Then make one deliberate trade-off.

Maybe you give up an hour of television. Maybe you turn down an opportunity. Maybe you protect a day each week for your family. Maybe you start training consistently. Maybe you realize the thing you’ve been chasing isn’t worth the life you’d have to live to keep it.

Any of those can be the right answer. The point is to make it on purpose, instead of just adding things to your life and hoping it all fits.

Because it probably won’t.

The Point Isn’t to Have Less

Listening to those two guys talk baseball at Alana’s, I didn’t feel like I was missing out.

I was glad they were enjoying themselves. Their enthusiasm was genuine, and I could appreciate it. It just reminded me that I’d made a choice about what I wanted to spend my attention on.

They were saying yes to something they loved. I’d made room for other things I loved. Neither of us had to be wrong.

And when I think back to that second-degree test, I don’t regret the evenings of The Simpsons I gave up. I enjoyed the show.

But I also enjoyed training, teaching, and working toward something that meant a great deal to me — and all those hours on the mat with my training partner were part of what made that test possible.

The black pants were a visible marker of something I’d already earned through hundreds of smaller, invisible choices.

That’s what I want to leave you with.

Not whether you should stop watching television, or give up sports, or whether your goals outrank somebody else’s.

But this: what matters enough to you that you’re willing to make room for it?

And once you get it, will the life you’ve built actually let you enjoy it?

So before you chase the next big goal, ask yourself:

If I got exactly what I wanted tomorrow, what would break?

Then ask one more.

What am I willing to change today, so I can handle the success I want tomorrow?

Because success isn’t just about getting what you want. It’s about building a life you still want to live after you’ve got it.

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​The Art of Learning — Josh Waitzkin​

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Later, he turned his attention to martial arts, becoming a world champion in Tai Chi Push Hands competition.

In The Art of Learning, Waitzkin explores what these seemingly different disciplines taught him about developing expertise.

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