The Difference Between Tough and Durable

For years, I stared at the same seven statements on the wall of my Hapkido school.

Actually, not years.

Decades.

Before class, I would be sitting on the mat stretching, and there it was: the Hapkido Creed as Grand Master Han displayed it.

I saw those words so many times they became part of the background.

But they never quite let me go.

• Courtesy
• Integrity
• Wisdom
• Perseverance
• Self-control
• Indomitable spirit
• Perfection of character

Some of them seemed pretty straightforward.

Courtesy?

Do not be an asshole.

Integrity?

Be a person of character.

Wisdom?

Do not be stupid.

Self-control?

Do not lose control of yourself, on the mat or in life.

Perfection of character?

Keep working on yourself. Keep growing. Keep trying to become better.

But there were always two that bothered me.

Perseverance.

And:

Indomitable spirit.

Why were both of them up there?

I Knew What the Words Meant. That Was Not the Problem.

When I first stepped onto that mat roughly forty years ago, I knew the dictionary definitions.

Perseverance meant you keep going.

Indomitable spirit meant you cannot be conquered.

Fine.

But that was not really what I wanted to know.

I wanted to understand what Master Han was trying to teach us by putting both statements on the wall.

Because they sounded awfully close to the same thing.

If you persevere, you keep going.

If your spirit is indomitable, you keep going.

Where does one end and the other begin?

Why did the creed need both?

I spent a lot of years trying to figure that out.

And I am not sure you can figure it out just by thinking about it.

I think life has to beat the lesson into you a little bit.

Sometimes literally.

You Get Your Ass Kicked

Martial arts will teach you something very quickly:

You are going to get your ass kicked.

Not metaphorically.

You will meet people who are better than you, bigger than you, faster than you, stronger than you, more experienced than you.

You are going to lose.

You are going to get frustrated.

You are going to have days when nothing works.

And if you stay long enough, you eventually become the person giving somebody else that same experience.

Construction was not all that different.

You get your ass kicked there too.

Long days.

Heavy work.

Heat.

Cold.

Deadlines.

Bad jobs.

Bad foremen.

Bad general contractors.

People yelling.

People blaming.

People trying to push their problems downhill onto somebody else.

And sometimes just plain bullies.

People like to romanticize the trades.

There is a lot I loved about construction.

I spent thirty-five years as an electrician.

But let us not turn it into a Norman Rockwell painting.

Construction can be an unhealthy environment.

Sometimes it can be downright abusive.

Martial arts schools could be too, especially years ago.

Hard Is Not the Same as Healthy

Back in the eighties and even into the nineties, there was behavior on martial arts mats that we would look at very differently today.

Public shaming.

Humiliation.

The head instructor embarrassing somebody in front of the class.

The idea was often that it would make you tougher.

And maybe sometimes it did.

But sometimes abuse is just abuse.

That is an important distinction, and I did not always have it.

There is a difference between something being hard and something being unhealthy.

There is a difference between a coach pushing you and a coach humiliating you.

There is a difference between somebody demanding excellence and somebody abusing authority.

There is a difference between learning to tolerate discomfort and learning to tolerate mistreatment.

I learned those differences mostly through trial and error.

Mostly error.

The Toughness Trap

For a long time, toughness seemed simple.

Something hurts?

Keep going.

Somebody pushes you?

Push back.

The job sucks?

Do the job.

You are tired?

Too bad.

Get up.

You got knocked down?

Get back up.

There is tremendous value in that.

I do not want to throw toughness away.

I think we have sometimes overcorrected and started treating any discomfort as if it must be harmful.

That is not true either.

Sometimes life is hard because life is hard.

Sometimes training is uncomfortable because training is supposed to challenge you.

Sometimes work sucks because difficult things take effort.

Sometimes somebody tells you something you do not want to hear because you actually need to hear it.

Not every uncomfortable experience is abuse.

But the opposite mistake is just as dangerous.

Not every abusive situation is an opportunity to prove how tough you are.

That lesson took me longer.

Here is the trap:

The question becomes:

Did I survive today by damaging my ability to keep going tomorrow?

Maybe Perseverance Is About Continuing

I eventually started thinking about those two words on the Hapkido Creed differently.

Maybe perseverance is about the ability to continue.

Things are difficult.

You do not quit.

You do not abandon the goal because today is hard.

You tolerate frustration.

You stay with the problem.

You come back tomorrow.

You keep training.

You keep learning.

You keep putting one foot in front of the other.

That is perseverance.

It is extraordinarily valuable.

Most worthwhile things take longer than we think they should.

A black belt.

A career.

A marriage.

A business.

Becoming somebody you actually respect.

None of them happen because you were enthusiastic for three weeks.

They require staying power.

But if that is perseverance, what is indomitable spirit?

Why did the creed need both?

Maybe Indomitable Spirit Is About Not Being Owned

This is where I think the distinction starts to become interesting.

Perseverance might mean:

I will keep going.

Indomitable spirit might mean:

You do not get to decide who I become.

Those are not the same thing.

A difficult job can make me work harder.

It does not have to make me bitter.

A bully can make my day harder.

He does not get to own my self-respect.

I can lose a match.

That does not mean I become a loser.

I can get knocked down.

That does not mean I stay down.

Someone can treat me badly.

That does not mean I have to become like them.

Maybe that is what indomitable means.

Not that nothing ever hurts you.

Not that nothing ever defeats you.

Not that you never lose.

But something inside you remains yours.

It cannot be conquered unless you surrender it.

And here is where I started to see why the creed might have needed both statements.

Because you can persevere through something and still let it change you for the worse.

You can keep showing up and become bitter while you do it.

You can endure and harden.

You can survive an abusive environment and walk out of it carrying the abuse into your next environment.

Perseverance alone does not protect you from that.

Indomitable spirit says:

I will keep going, and I will remain myself while I do it.

Durable Is Different From Tough

That brought me to durability.

A tough person can survive something hard.

A durable person can keep functioning through hard things over time.

Those are not always the same person.

I knew plenty of tough guys in construction.

Guys who would work hurt.

Work exhausted.

Work angry.

Push through everything.

Never complain.

Never ask for help.

Never back down.

Some of them wore that like a badge of honor.

But if your definition of toughness destroys your body, your relationships, your health, or your ability to keep doing the thing you supposedly care about, how tough was it really?

Maybe you won Tuesday. But you lost the next ten years.

Durability requires something toughness alone does not always require:

Judgment.

• When do I push?
• When do I recover?
• When do I stand my ground?
• When do I walk away?
• When do I tolerate discomfort?

When do I say, No, this is not healthy anymore?

That is harder than simply being hard.

Soft Does Not Mean Weak

This is another lesson martial arts took a long time to teach me.

You do not always beat force with more force.

Sometimes you yield.

Move.

Redirect.

Relax.

Create space.

Let the other person spend their energy.

That does not make you weak.

It makes you harder to break.

I think life works that way too.

There is a healthy softness.

You can bend without surrendering.

You can listen without agreeing.

You can forgive without letting someone continue to mistreat you.

You can be kind without becoming a doormat.

You can walk away from a bad environment without calling yourself a quitter.

You can set a boundary without needing to become cruel.

That is a very different kind of strength from the version I understood when I was twenty.

The young version of me thought strength was mostly about not giving ground.

The older version understands that sometimes the strongest thing you can do is refuse to play the game on the bully’s terms.

But healthy softness is not the same as surrender.

Softness without integrity can become surrender.

The boundary matters.

You yield to create an opening, not to disappear.

Character Needs Friction. Friction Is Not Enough.

I think there is something true about the relationship between difficulty and character.

You probably do not build much character from an entirely easy life.

Character needs friction.

You need things that do not go your way.

You need disappointment.

You need failure.

You need people who are better than you.

You need moments when you want to quit.

You need enough resistance to find out what you are made of.

But difficulty alone does not automatically produce character.

Some people go through difficult lives and become cruel.

Some become bitter.

Some become afraid.

Some pass the abuse down to the next person because that is what happened to them.

“I went through it, so now you have to.”

That is not character.

That is recycled pain.

Because:

The hard experience gives you raw material. What you build from it is the character.

And maybe this is where the other words on that wall start doing their work.

Perseverance without wisdom can become stubbornness.

Indomitable spirit without self-control can become aggression.

Toughness without courtesy can become bullying.

Endurance without boundaries can become tolerance of abuse.

Softness without integrity can become surrender.

Maybe the seven were never meant to work independently.

Forty Years Later, I Am Still Thinking About That Wall

I wish I had taken a picture of that Hapkido Creed.

I saw it so many times I probably assumed it would always be there.

We rarely know which ordinary things are going to stay with us for the rest of our lives.

Forty years later, I am still thinking about two concepts on that wall.

Perseverance.

Indomitable spirit.

And maybe I finally understand why both belonged there.

Perseverance tells me:

Keep going when going is worthwhile.

Indomitable spirit tells me:

Do not surrender yourself while you do it.

Wisdom helps me tell the difference.

Self-control keeps me from reacting stupidly.

Courtesy reminds me not to become the bully.

Integrity tells me what I refuse to compromise.

Perfection of character reminds me that I am probably never finished figuring any of this out.

I do not know if this is what Master Han intended.

I never asked him directly, so I don’t know.

But after forty years of getting my ass kicked on mats and jobsites and in life, after decades of watching tough guys break and quiet guys endure, after making every mistake in the book about when to push and when to walk away, this is what I have come to think.

Tough Enough. Soft Enough. Durable Enough.

I do not want to be the toughest guy in the room.

That does not interest me much anymore.

I want to be tough enough to deal with what needs dealing with.

Soft enough that difficulty does not turn me hard.

Wise enough to recognize the difference between discomfort and abuse.

Strong enough to establish a boundary.

Humble enough to change when I am wrong.

And durable enough to stay in the game.

Because life will knock you down.

The mat will knock you down.

Work will knock you down.

People will disappoint you.

Your own decisions will sometimes kick your ass harder than any opponent ever could.

You need perseverance.

You need indomitable spirit.

But you also need the wisdom to know what you are persevering for, and the self-control not to become what you are fighting against.

Toughness helps you survive the hard thing.

Durability helps you remain yourself long enough to become something better.

Being hard is not the same as being strong.

Being soft is not the same as being weak.

Enduring abuse is not the same as perseverance.

And maybe those two concepts that confused me for forty years were never redundant at all.

One says: keep going.

The other says: do not let the going change who you are.

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Today’s training:

The Endurance Drill

Do one physical activity you usually avoid.

Walk. Run. Lift.

Build resilience.

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​The Scout Mindset by Julia Galef​

Why?

Galef draws a useful distinction between two ways of approaching the world:

• The soldier defends a position
• The scout tries to understand the terrain
• The soldier asks how to win
• The scout asks what is actually true

We need both.

There are moments when you have to commit, act, endure, and hold the line.

But there are also moments when strength means becoming curious enough to discover that your map is wrong.

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